| fo - Wednesday, January 12, 2005 11:58 am
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The morning was so foggy.
I could see cars being swallowed up as I drove down
100 this morning.
Signs seemed to materialize
out of thin air.
It made the whole experience
kind of surreal
objects being permanent
and impermanent
fading in and out
of existence
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| Q: | Why is Christmas just like a day at the office?
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A: | You do all of the work and the fat guy in the suit gets all the credit. |
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| funny - Tuesday, January 11, 2005 11:17 am
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did you get it? I thought it was funny. comments
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Here's my love horoscope from
astro.com
I hope you enjoy it!
Ascendant in Taurus
You are just as attractive in casual clothes as in formal dress, which few others can manage. Your mood rather than your clothing determines your attractiveness, although you very much enjoy rich or sensuous attire.
You prefer a down-to-earth partner who speaks directly from the heart, and once you find such a person, you lavish affection on him or her.
Similarly, your lovemaking style is likely to be direct and physical - you like to do it, not talk about it. Much of your pleasure in sex comes from the physical comfort and security provided by your partner.
Your ideal lover is one who will capture your heart immediately, someone whom you can trust with your life.
Sun in Pisces
Make a special effort to determine the limits of your partner's personality as well as your own, for with your naturally psychic and empathic talents, you may blend with your partner so much that you lose your grasp on yourself.
You should look for a partner whose feet are really on the ground, who will provide a firm base from which to launch your love.
In a well-balanced relationship you can be quite consumed by love, and the totality of loving is an experience that transforms and uplifts your personality.
Sun in the Eleventh House
You have a natural desire and ability to turn yourself into an eminently desirable partner for almost anyone you meet.
Socially, you tend to be quite upwardly mobile and quite successful in finding others who live up to your high social standards. This ability can bring you great success and even wealth, but you must be careful not to leave old and faithful friends by the wayside.
Since your social life is quite important to you, try to avoid the lone wolf type of lover. The more involved you are externally, the more fertile and happy your personal involvements will be.
Moon in Cancer
You have a very sympathetic nature, and you are always willing to listen to someone's problems and sorrows. While you are young, you may be very involved with people who are in emotional difficulties, which can be a great drain on your personal strength.
You will derive great satisfaction from helping and comforting a troubled lover, which is fine as long as you can avoid letting your partner's problems overwhelm the whole relationship.
Once you have established a relationship, although the quality and nature of your love may fluctuate considerably, it will never die.
Moon in the Third House
You usually express your loving feelings verbally, and you should not hesitate to let your lover know just how you feel.
It is also a good idea to talk out personal problems extensively with your lover, because for you, that is the best way to deal successfully with them.
Indeed, words may be your primary method of transmitting love and understanding at all levels. In any intimate situation, your words of love and encouragement will heighten the sexual experience, so don't hold back.
Your best relationship with a lover is one that is chummy and casual, with much of the intimate informality of a brother-sister relationship.
Venus in Aquarius
You seek special styles and unusual varieties of love and partners who have similar interests.
You need a lot of action in order to be mentally stimulated in a relationship, so your affairs may become quite complicated and multifaceted.
Similarly, you may be tempted to get involved in several relationships at once. This can be a stimulating experience, but it could prevent you from becoming involved with any one partner in a truly deep and lasting relationship.
If you can overcome and rise above the problems of cross-conflicts and jealousies you have the capability of openly and honestly sharing your love among several partners, which will enrich and enlarge the experience for all.
Venus in the Tenth House
You may be particularly drawn to individuals who are well-known or who are outstanding in their professional field.
However, you must be careful to make a distinction between your partner's personal needs and emotions and his or her achievements or reputation.
You are anxious to be well thought of also, and you may be quite successful in building a professional reputation. But you could run into the same problem in reverse - your partner will expect you to live up to your external image rather than just being yourself.
If your lover is also involved in your professional life, the affair can become a real tangle of crossed wires and ulterior motives. Therefore it is best to insulate your private life from your own and your partner's public endeavors.
Note: Venus is technically near the end of house 9 and is therefore interpreted in house 10.
Mars in Libra
You are likely to be the one who instigates change within a relationship, and your affairs are seldom static.
Although you may be consciously trying to bring about change in a spirit of honest adjustment and possibly conciliation, you may slip into a pattern of shifting and change for its own sake. Be very sure that something needs to be changed before rearranging.
You are so interested in fairness within a relationship that you will take a back seat if you feel it will serve the interests of equality.
In physical affection, you are very considerate and anxious to please, making a point of knowing what your partner enjoys. Your style is quite active and volatile, and you are at your best with someone who is similarly responsive.
Mars in the Sixth House
Your style of lovemaking is quite specific, with content and technique rather closely tied together.
You may at times lack spontaneity and, indeed, you are best off when you can draw that from your partner.
You probably enjoy quite specific and detailed fantasy scenarios and are most fulfilled by a lover who joins into such games with creativity and gusto. Don't worry if your fantasies are out of line with so-called normal expression. Only when your full sexuality comes totally alive will you find the fulfillment and self-understanding that you seek.
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| new - Monday, January 10, 2005 09:59 am
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A new year requires a clean slate.
I have to start over again.
From the beginning.
I miss Isis so much
I can't wait to see her today
and smother her in my love.
No one else wants it anyway
I cannot let myself be consumed in sadness. I have to be able to let everything go. Let go. The past is behind me, and it will never be the same. I have to think positively. Everything will be okay. There will be a pot of fucking gold at the end of the rainbow. A light at the end of the tunnel. A creamy filling inside the twinkie beyond the 40 oz. of malt liquor. comments
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